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Thursday, April 26th, 2007
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9:55 pm - WHATS THE DEAL
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| Thursday, August 24th, 2006
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2:20 pm
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i move into my new apartment in like a week or so and i am pretty excited. its going to be good to have some of my own space. and my own time thats not at someone elses house. plus i am way excited to shill out in my underwear like all day. only problem is like the 7 girls i am living with. and i dont think thats a problem minus the underwear. but is they do it too, then i guess it will be ok. even though i sort of hope that they dont becasue then it will be super awkward. i dont know how comfortable i want to get around these people. but i really care about hannah, and i think that she might need hugs and stuff right now so i want to be there for her. i talked to zach condon the other day and we are going to go and eat before his show here on saturday so i guess that will be pretty fun to see him. its beena while. and i got the new lamb of god cd. its really sick. haha, its a really awesome album though. and i have been listening to the new mew a lot too. which is really good for fun i guess. but besides that i have really only been drawing like everyday and trying to avoid contact witha lot of people. and i feel bad about it., but its ok. everything will be fine. i sort of like it here right now because no one is here, but jesse is coming soon. thats really rad. but i dont know how school is going to be. i really dont want to go . i honestly think this might be my last semester for a while at least. i dont know if school is for me. i get to see liz a lot though. and i thin that she is going to take me to spx which is sweet. oh i also saw res sparrows and daughters the other. day . pretty sweet set by red s. but daughters sucked. he didnt sceam once. which was really weird. and he didnt get naked.....not like i would have wanted that but i sort of did.
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| Friday, August 11th, 2006
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| Friday, July 14th, 2006
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10:47 pm
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back in boston now. and i am having an ok time so far. its nice to see who i get to see. so far just liz and meg. but i really like both of them so its ok. it fucking hot as shit. i am going to get all sorts of pimples bro. super humid. but yeah. someow i got a lot of money in my bank account and its not going away. wish is really fucking sweet. no one knows where it came from though. but i am stolked. i drew a tattoo design today it took me like 4 hours but its semi descent. i will tattoo. i guess thats it. i didnt even get to say bye to joey. or get to see kelly so far. but its ok. i am getting used to just hanging out alone.
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| Friday, June 16th, 2006
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8:13 pm
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i am in kyoto right now and then i will go to hiroshima and osaka and then back to tokyo. the trip is going so so . i really really love it here. what i dont love are the people i am with. i am getting in lots of arguments with them, and they seem a lot less mature than i remember and its srot of pissing me off, with all of this constant talk of weed and stuff. but yeah. japan is an amazing place with a really really unique culture that i would like to live around. we went to the best tattoo shop i have ever been in and it was amazing. i talked to the apprentice for like 2 hours and then they had a guest artisit from america and it turnedout to be TROY DENNING!!! woo i talked to him for like a few hours and he was like the nicest guy ever, and i gave me his e mail and phone number and said that i can call him anytime i want. i am ging to visit him in new york soon. but yeah. matty you should tell me about those bikes if you read this. or sosomeone that reads this should tell matt smith to e mail me about those bikes. i miss joey and kelly and meg and all of my friends a lot. we are going to a new tattoo shop in a few days and i am gettign a peice done by an amazing atisit. he is really something else. but yeah. that shop is in nagoya. ok well i have to go to bed. but if anyone wants gifts tell me on hee or myspace.
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| Saturday, June 10th, 2006
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| Thursday, June 1st, 2006
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7:35 pm
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starting to really dislike it here. i think i am ready to leave now. and not to japan even though that it happening in like a few days, but i am ready to go back to boston. i dont really like anyonee here anymore. maybe a handfull all these kids wanna do is party.
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| Friday, May 26th, 2006
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2:25 am - woo
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like best slash kind of best in a worst way night ever. so last night mark let me tattoo myself, which was really sweet and didnt come out bad at all. well i mean for a first one. then i tattooed mike rae, and he said i can tattoo who ever i want now for practice which is sweet becasue a lot of my friends really seem to trust me a lot. anyway. i worked today then left and drove to abq with jesse and we saw pelican and mono, i think it was amazing i love mono and i am really glad that i got to see them becasue i got recoreds of stuff i didnt have of them. pelican want loud enough, and the drummers not that good but they were still really awsome. then we raced home and got to devargas by like 11:58 and saw the midnight show of x-3 wich pretty much was group decided should just be called, wolverine...yeah sort of laaaaaaaame. but anyway it was semi entertaining even though it was so poorly written. ok well its late
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| Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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11:31 am - its been a long time
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i dont even know where to start on this entry. its been a long time...i feel great? this is a little weird. i am deffinatly haveing a lot of really odd and slightly emotional thoughts the last few days. i actually feel something wonderful happening and i dont really know why i get myself itno tthese situations with people. i dont know. this is sort of hard to type about. otherwise. great. school is pretty much done and it feels nice to have tons of free time even though i need to write an 8 page paper this weekend or i am fucked. but yeah i have life drawing class tonight and i love love it so i am looking foreward to it. yesterday i went to harvard square with meg and we bought comics and pants and we saw liz and greg and it was awsome. but i looked lieka huge geek. i guess thats ok. i can cut my hair now but now that i can i dont think that i want to. who knows it couuld come off at any moment. we will see. i got some awsome comics though. and i am making a website with meg for my drawings it looks awsome. i hope it turns out ok. joeys birthday was the other day and i didnt even get to see him. but hey. i guess it was his birthday and gets to see who he wants. i love him thogh. and i wish i got to see him more often. i feel like living with kelly has sort of effected our relationship with certain aspects of freindship cause its hard when you are around someome you love and a freind in the same place. but i dont think its awkward at all. and i want theem to have all of the time they can get together before he leaves. they are truely my best friends here among liz and so on, but i love them all. i just want them to be happy and not to worry abotu the future wich is really hard to do. but i know for a fact that everything is going to be ok for them. it will work out one way or another. i am possitive. anyway joe i know your reading this or at some point. i love you, and you are a wonderful person, now adult i guess tats weird huh? no more under 21 shows you cant get into? ok well yeah i hope your birthday was great and i have your presen. kelly i hope you read this too because you have to know that our freindship is treasured. i never want to forget you. and yes i want to live with you next year more than anything. i will see what i can do. i will miss kelly an liz this summer. a lot!!
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| Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
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6:51 pm
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everyhting is fine. when i take claritin d i freak out so today i didnt take it and i feel really good so far, i think i might take it a little bit later though. i have been getting like the worst bloody noses ever it really sucks but luckily they are calminh down right now. knock knock knock. i have also been really into jimmy eat world, singing little things like pretty week and hanging out, and i want to go on a date really bad.oh yeah !! and kingdom hearts 2 kicks ass!!! i love it i barely have time ot play it thoguht whiich blows, but yeah. i hung out with liz this weekend and with mike rae, super fun times. i had a good time. i got sorta drunk, not fun.
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| Monday, March 6th, 2006
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9:55 pm
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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8:19 pm - #3
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i have been here about amonth a little more actually. and the time is flying by. i really like it here. i like the epople, and i like the area so far. i have been doing art non stop. i think that i have never done this much art in my life. i filled up an almost new sketch book in a month, that would have taken me about 6 months to a year before i got here, and i hate to say it but probably more like 2 years if i stayed in virginia. so i guess thats a reason why i am excited i am not there. i do miss the kids there though a lot. of course kailie but i also miss ricky a lot. i wish i could play resident evil with him all day this weekend. but hey. i cant. so yeah. a lot of art and a lot of fun. this weekend amanda and mark cam over and we had a giant sleep over and watched tons of anime and then hackers it was wicked sweet. then the next night matty slept over, but i was relaly tired so i didnt really get to hang out with him to much but still it was a good time. while he was here i got grasshopper twice. well one was leftovers but it was still good. and we got to play with the bunny natrone. i just finished making thirty prints of my what is sex poster for special projects screen printing. but i dont have internet at my house. so its hard to actually reply to people when i get e mails and stuff because i am always in a rush like in between classes and what not but yeah.nothing else really
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| Friday, February 3rd, 2006
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1:26 pm - #2
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ok so here is the deal. i have been here for like 3 or so weeks lmost a month. at first it was decent, ot too great but i got sad like everyday. it sucked. i mised kailie so much i couldnt take, it and when i would tell her that like a week after she didnt respond very well. so that lead me to thinking about stuff, and yeah i was right i guess, but now its fine i guess. i dont know i was really bummed. but i love her a lot so i just want her to be happy. annnyway. yeah i think that it would have been a lot harder if this was my first time away from home. luckily kail helped me get over the missing parents part to a certain extent. so i just missed other things in exchange. now i have been going to school and meeting new poeple. and so far so good sort of. i love hanging out with hannah she takes me around a lot and re introduced me to mark ryan whom i also love. i like his studio becasue he said i could sit in there and use it for my work too, becasue my rooms to small/and house too messy. so yeah thats super sweet of him. besides that though. school is fine. i like almost all of me classes. they are great. and i met this guy winston and i think he is awsome. hes like my class buddy and god friend. hes sweet. now onto the princess i guess. i am so glad that joey is back because it makes everything feel a litlle better here and plus we play guitar hero together and its sweet. my other roomates are sweet to and kelly. is amazing she hemmed my pants and took them in, and my shirts too. yay!! she is feeling gross today which sucks. but for some reason i find myself hanging out with liz almost more than anyone else. i guess becasue she is in the school too. yesterday she took me to this totally rad comic shop. i liked it a lot, but spent a lot of money again. i need to stop doing that. but she is super nice. and we might get to go and take the bus up to ny together because she is going to go and hang out with matt korog. which will be way better than me taking the bus down alone. kelly might go too thought i am not sure yet. but yeah. and for the final noe all i can say is wolfie, because if i type more about her then i might offend people or soemthing but yeah..wolfie...:(:(:(:(
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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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2:40 pm - its been a while
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so. i dont have time to write very much but everything is sort of ok. i will tell moew later. really good though in some cases and sort of shity in others...more to come
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| Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
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10:58 pm - im home
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so i made it home, and i made it all the way , the whole three months or so in virginia without much of a problem at all. i think that that is a good thing. actually its a great thing. i thought for sure that me and kailie were going to get in some kind of huge arfument, but we didnt. i am totally free around her and i think she feels the same way around me, (toot) but its almost scary how well i get along with her. sometimes i just wanted more attention. but in the end i get all the attention i need. i am gettign alittle scared about boston. sort of weird. i dont know, i just know that when i first get there that kelly and joey wont be there and i also know that when i first get there i will cry everyday for about a week. and i will be utterly depressed. kail says i wont because i wil be busy setting stuff up and exploring a new city, but how am i supposed to do that without the person i have spent everyday with for the last few months, and who i am used to going everywhere with. i just know that everything will be dulled down and misserable for a long time. i guess i can only hope that she doesnt get to sad, and i guess doesnt cry to much. i cant stand to think about kail being hurt. like this one time we were about to leave her house and she hit her hand on the wall, and she started screaming and crying and i got so scared, i dropped what i was doing and i think in the end it messed me up more than her becaue after about five minutes she was fine, and i was still nervous and stressed out. i didnt even feel like leaving the house any more. ha, but i guess i just like to worry about stuff and over exadurate everything. but back to being home, it is pretty nice, i have seen a lot of dylan and mike and i saw everyone else abotu once. i just wish that mike was in a better mood. when i talked to him this past few months he was so excited and he just seems down all the time. i want him to be as happy as he was on the phone. and matt is great i am giving him and all the rest of the people there presents tomarrow. i hope they like them, kailie spent a long time thinking about what to get them and put a lot of thought and energy into wrapping all of them. dyalns girlfriend came down tongiht and it was weird. but she is actually a really nice person, btu tehn they all went to the strip club like dylan and sam and max and her, and she and dylan wanted me to go so bad. then sam started bugging me about it, and i couldnt take it any mroe. but it just doesnt really interest me, it seems really shity. maybe one day. but for now i am fine without going to see naked people dance with a bunch of drunk new mexicans in abq. sounds bad to me. i am home alone now and i dont feel like going otu at all. i actually have felt pretty sick the last few days all coldy and sniffly. its really dry here, and thats pretty bad for my nose, but so far no bleeds. everyone is going out to parties tonight and every other night it seems. and it is making me really upset. i only got to see smelly and drew once. they all just go to owens, or mike stupins and all kind s of stupid stuff, that i am not into. so i guess even though i am home and glad to see my parents and all of that i am still sort of lonely. and even weirder is its actualy not that cold here at all. i can wear a t shirt and be ok. and that sort of sucks becaue i wanted snow here. i wanted to walk to baggalitos in the snow with my sister. no snow, just semi warm weather in the middle of december. yup. pretty shitty. i havent even gotten to watch the sunset, i have ben to busy doing nothing. and i am having trouble sleeping here. it sucks. there is some kind of animal on my wall. and it is scarthing around like all night. last nigh ti slept in the tv room on the florr, and tonight i will sleep in the guest bedroom. but still all i want is a good nights sleep. ok i am sick of compalining, since that seems to be all i am doing tonight.
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| Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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5:12 pm - I am so sick of typing
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so, the last two days i di my trainging at apple. it sucked so hard. it was like 12 hours of just sitting thee typing and looking stuff up and all of that jazz. but yeah. the other thing that really sucks about these last wo days is i get to see kailie a total of like 2 hours a day. lame. i hate that, it makes me sad. but i think its ok becaus ei get to see her tonight and i dont have to work tomarrow and maybe we can hang out together. so also over the last little while i have been. playing alot of video games first with ricky. we play resident eveil four, that game in really fun, and long . but the other night we went to codies to play and he playe to and now we all like it nd i am happy. i like cody a lot,i thinjk he is so nice, a great guy to have here. still i feel weird about getting close to people becasue i leave in a while i dnt wan to be any sadder than i already will because of kailie. but i like to have a lot of friends to han gout with while i am bored so it is ok
wow i am typing without looking, this is sweet. i guess i am getting a little better. it must be all of that apple training. okwell i gues that is it for now, i go to NY tommarrow and i think that that will be realt sweet. its my sisters birthday, i mis dyl. and matty thogh
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005
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12:19 pm - more interviews
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ok, so today at three i have an interview at the apple store. it seems to be a extra ordinary month for my family and having luck with jobs so i hope that i will get this one. i just dont know what to go and tell the levis store, becasue they are still waiting for my background check to come in, otherwise, i have that job, but if i get apple i wold much rather do that, we just have to see if the hours work out. but this will be the second levis store job that i turned down. thats doesnt really look good for them. but i guess it doenst really matter. yesterday was kailies birthday and it was sweet. her boss took us both out to dim sum and it was soooooo good. and they we walked around goergetown and her boss got her a bunch of makeup. it was so nice of her. then we went to i hop and she got her present form gabbler and rico, and that was nice too i think. then other stuff. and we get to rake more leaves today. thats one thing that i forgot about, but yeah. we raked so many leaves. first me and matty then me and beth and kailie, then me and kailie, then her parents did a lot, now us again today to finish the job. AANNNDD, i dont have to by ciggs for poeple anymore, because kailies eighteen now. yay. i really dont like smoking, but at least around me she only smokes like one or two a day. but i hate sitting in a group of smokers, and not even for any good reasons, just because i dont like showering like twice a day to not smell like smoke. that smell sticks esp, in your hair.i am still excited to go home for christmas, but now i am not really. i dont know why. theres all of this stuff that i want to happen. but its so blurry in the future, and i dont kow what this means. we will just have to let it unfold itself. but i am sure it wont be that happy. i wish i could do soemthing. but i guess life is just like this sometimes. what a bummer. oh yeah, i need glasses
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| Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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11:11 pm - i think this makes it three
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so yeah. i have been away now for about three weeks. and everyhitng is still going fine. man, kailie had the best weekend ever a week ago , her mom flew out ana, kota , and greath for her birthday, and matty came to suprise beth. it was so great to see matt. it made me happy. he is still here ihe is in boston right now and i think that we are going to see converge and darkest hour again on friday in baltimore, with a few other kids too. i am going to try to get jeff, (four star) tattoo artisit to come too. and i think we are seeing harry potter the same day hopefully in baltimore.
so matty took me to go and see medic and flowersin the addic and it was really fun, and the one thing it did for me over all was prove that not all of the kids here are like the oned i am hanging around with. not that i dont like them, becasuei do a lot, and i really like ricky and chris and paul too, even though i never see him, but i like those dudes but the people at the show seemed like really nice people, that werent trying to be , ...well i dont know. its just different. i would try to explain it but i think i might offend people. dylan was supposed to come out here for the show on this friday but i really dont think that he will. because he hasnt called me back. but i got to talk to mikey, sushi, and adam, and that made me feel good. sush said that japan is deffinately a go!!! which means that this summer i get to spend close to a motnth going around europe and then lving in down town tokyo in his dads empty appartment! yay!!!! tokyo!!! see his dad is going to the phillipines with his wife for a month and giving us his place i am really excited casuei think that sylan is going to go too. in a few weeks me and i think kailie i hope i hope i hope are going to go up to ny for my sisters birthday and then we get to spend a day in ny, which is one of my favorite places. so i am really really excited. and plus i really want to go to that comic store by my sisters house, i need to comics so bad, and i dont kow any shops around here. however, i have been reading a ton compared to normal zac. i read the diamond age by neal stephenson, which i love i thought it was way better than snow crash. then i re read snow crash, which after readin the diamond age seemed a little toned down. but still funny. then i started to actually read altered carbon, which sort of bored me for some reason. but then i read farels thing on here and he recomended that jonathan strange book, and my brother talked to me about it too, and since i hold my brothers opinion on books very highly, it seemed like something i would like, so i bought that yesterday, and i have to read it. the only probelm is how daunting it looks. its huge and i am not the fastest reader so its going to take a like a month but i guess we will see, kail wants to red it too.
well i got a job at levis but i said no becasue there hours were stupid, but then i got another job..at the other levis store which i will be wokring mornigns i think, which i am stolked about, no more boredom. i guess. we will see though i find out for sure on tuesday. next is i dont want either of those jobs, i want to work at the apple store here, i filled out my application and i am going to go and turn it in tommarrow, i really hope that i get that job. it would help me learn a lot more about computers which i am pretending to know a lot about anyway to get the job, and hopefully get me free stuff. anyway i dought that that job will work out but i am going to try my hardest to make it work. i miss mike and dyl and adam though. mike said that i will get to see him at christmas, and hannah too, whom i only met once but am very excited about. so yeah. i cant wait. but in the mean time, i am having a gret time here, and theres one more eally sweet thing!
so when i came i brought my playstation but i only brought about 3 games including katamari, and kailie hates video games but she likes it! whoo, and i got some of the other kids here into it too. which is good, becasue its gets boring playing games alone. i need someone here to play resident evil with me, but no one seems really that into it. :(pooey
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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12:09 pm - YAY
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so things here a going really good. i feel better about stuff and so far on the whole trip including ny i have only cried twice. all of my boxes came yesterday and i unpacked everything and me and kail went to ikea so i could get a table for my computer it was sweet. she has been taking really good care of me and taking me wverywhere. i have so much fun with her though its great. i do miss dylan a lot though, and mike, and adam and matt, but i think that might change soon. at least hopefully with dylan. so saturday is a big special day me and kail are going to see darkest hour and converge. i am not a huge fan of converge but we will see. and i just have a feeling that it is going to be a lot better than just the show. i have been reading everyday pretty much and i really like it. i never was a big reader beofer and still am not but i do enjoy it. so yesterday i had an interview at the levis store and they said pretty much that i could have the job. but i had to work on a number of certain dates and when i looked at them they were all friday saturday and sundays, and none the less 14!!!!! hour shifts. from eight to ten, with like two or three brakes but still!!! come on! so i dont think that i will take it. i didnt come here to work i came here to hang out with kail. and those are the days we really get to hang out together, so i think that its a no go. plus the only reason i would want to work is so that i am not bored during the day when she is at school. but the truth is, i am not. i like hanging out by myself and going around exploring places. and i like reading all day. so, i am perfectly happy right now.oh...
I GOT INTO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so boston here i come i guess. i will be therte in the end of january. and i cant wait. JOEY AND KELLY I LOVE YOU
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